Cause & Effect

Regardless of what’s happened recently and what will happen, I feel I need to write this particular post about my other half. Even more so as I’ve been struggling so much over the last couple of days. Yeh, she isn’t interested in what’s going on but I don’t blame her. It’s tough on her too and she’s affected as much as I am. I am beginning to see why relationships can deteriorate, or even die out, as a result of this.

Disappointing My Wife

So tonight was a tough one because my wife and I had another…argument? Not sure if you could call it that to be honest. More of a discussion about stuff that had escalated. It crops up every now and then – usually about work. As a result, I thought this would be a good time to talk about how my recent revelation affects more than just me, especially as not letting people down or hurting people is an important part of who I’ve become.

So Many Questions, Not Enough Answers

So following on from my last (and first) post, things have been weird. I can’t put my finger on it if I’m totally honest. I feel scared, worried, ashamed and even disgusted. But at the same time, I feel a slight sense of relief. Like I’ve just bought myself a bit more time.