Anxious About Not Being Anxious

I have to say that since starting this blog my anxiety levels have remained nice and calm. Surely that’s a good thing??! But now I’m getting anxious because I’m not anxious. Whaaaaaaaaaat???? This is new ground. I’ve never been this “not anxious” before in my entire life. It worries me. It scares me. I don’t like not knowing where this is going. Or where I may end up.